ring ring jiggling

Christmas is coming and i am excited to go KL :D

can't wait to shop,sadly i'm only going there for 3 days -.-

I made a list to buy in kl,hehe :3

I want a maxi,a jumper,a romper,a heels,skirts,shirts,tops,bag maybe?,a cute notebook,pretty dresses <3,make>

I bet when i go kl,i sure forget already that about this list and buy any random pretty things i see @.@

OK.

updates

Last thursday was my school prom,and i have no dress. I went to segama with mich and bought a piece of 2m cloth (maroon colour) then ask the tailor to sew its ends :) :) then mich's car kena saman. I feel so guilty oh,she pula like no feel this -.- she is one weird kid. Time spm also she no feel. I wonder what happen to her feelings,hormones problem i think hahaha. BUT I STILL LUB HER :D anyways and then we went back to the peak then her mum came and did some magic little bit over here over there then tadaaaaaaaaaaaa! A tolga dress is formed <3

I tricked everyone that prom night,everyone thought it was a real dress. I feel so proud of myself (: Prom was okayyyyyyyyyyyyy i guess? Performances was so-so cus ppl keep forgetting the lyrics -.- and then I just leave with my friends. To whiteroom then to firefly then to lava hahaha. Oh i met Golden there too,my good friend who's working the bamming light system for out prom :D so proud of him.

yeshh,i can be shy too :3

teehee :3

This is it

You know what? Yes I have changed. I’m not as nice as I used to be, because I don’t want to get used or walked over, I don’t trust everyone and tell them my secrets, because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch. I distance myself from people because in the end, they’re only going to leave. I have changed because I have realized that im the only person I can depend on.

what a day

Yesterday :

1. went to law talk at adc

2. saw many peoples i know

3. went home at 4

4. went to selina's birthday party

5. went to paradise with my friends

Today i woke up at 10 when i slept at 1 the previous night. Imagine how sleepy i am? :/ maid's away for a month so mum offered me to do house chores to get some $$ :D and yesh,i definitely need it. So i agreed with her deal. Waking up at 10,went out the garden and start cleaning up. Then i mopped the floor inside the living room and the kitchen and the stairs and clean my bedroom. My parents went out for breakfast and i didn't follow them. Anyways,here comes the good part. My mum came home screaming at my face saying no not this not that blah blah blah. Mums. URGHHHH. I was like omg all i did these is to make you guys feel proud at me and BAM you came home nag me? wow,what an ending hmmmm?:( so i have to re-mop the floor again and again then i fell down. BUMMER. got some cuts on my foot and ma thighs kinda hurt now. And i didn't get paid. I was pissed and dissapointed so i went back to my room and sleep with no breakfast and lunch. Waking up seeing my dad texted me saying he's gonna ground me for a week? Haihs. So this is so called after spm freedom man. Can't wait to go kl. A.S.A.P.

Next plan on my list,

1.go island

2.go clubbing

3.go meet all my friends for the last time

4.go have a sleepover

5.go suntan

6.go get a real job

7.be a model

xoxolixoxo

pics say it all :)

in g2000

nigel and his car :D

We used to go same school together for the past five years,and now look at us. We're EX-STUDENT of SM ALL SAINTS :')

me and beat :D

bffl <3

laineeee :)

me,ho and elf

me and nad <3

far,beat,sya,elf,laine,nad,nise,me :)

yes its me :)

Horoscope :)

This is the real deal. Try ignoring it, and the first thing you’ll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning … and it only gets worse from there.

ARIES - The Aggressive
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny.. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, and family is very important to an aries. Aries are known for being generous and giving. Addictive. Loud. Always has the need to be ‘Right’. Aries will argue to prove their point for hours and hours. Aries are some of the most wonderful people in the world.. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight. Fight for what they want. Can be annoying at times, but for the love of attention. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. They can be self centered and if they want something they will do anything to get it. They love to sleep and can be lazy. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



GEMINI - The Twin
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Good at confusing people… Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Geminis will not take any crap from anyone. Geminis like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Geminis can be very sarcastic and childish at times and are very nosey. Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY Loud. Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



CANCER - The Beauty
MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. A Cancer’s Love is one of a kind.. Very romantic.. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative Person, most are artists and insane, respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An Ultimate Freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most Cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare. Spontaneous. Not a Fighter, But will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to! 12 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Usually happy but when unhappy tend to be grouchy and childish. A Leo’s problem becomes everyone’s problem. Most Leos are very predictable and tend to be monotonous. Knows how to have fun.. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Very predictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



VIRGO - The One that Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word.. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. A pushover. Loves to gamble and take chances. Needs to have the last say in everything.. They think they know everything and usually do. Respectful to others but you will quickly lose their respect if you do something untrustworthy towards them and never regain respect. They do not forgive and never forget. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, funny and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with…you might end up crying. Libras can cause as much havoc as they can prevent. Faithful friends to the end. Can hold a grudge for years. Libras are someone you want on your side. Usually great at sports and are extreme sports fanatics. Very creative. A hopeless romantic. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.


SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Will try almost anything once. Loves to be pampered. Energetic. Predictable. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want.. Attractive. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Loves to party but at times to the extreme. Loves the smell and feel of money and is good at making it but just as good at spending it! Very protective over loved ones. HARD workers. Can be a good friend but if is disrespected by a friend, the friendship will end. Romantic. Caring.. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found.. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. A loner most of the time. Loses patience easily and will not take crap. If in a bad mood stay FAR away. Gets offended easily and remembers the offense forever. Loves deeply but at times will not show it, feels it is a sign of weakness. Has many fears but will not show it. VERY private person. Defends loved ones with all their abilities. Can be childish often. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in bed..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet.
Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini’s in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not forward.



AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind, loves being in long-term relationships. Can be clumsy at times but tries hard. Will take on any project. Proud of themselves in whatever they do. Messy and unorganized. Procrastinators. Great lovers, when they’re not sleeping. Extreme thinkers. Loves their pets usually more than their family. Can be VERY irritating to others when they try to explain or tell a story. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter but will Knock your lights out.. 2 years of bad luck if you do not forward



PISCES - The Partner for Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Likes to be the center of attention. Very organized. High appeal to opposite sex. Likes to have the last word. Good to find, but hard to keep. Passionate, wonderful lovers. Fun to be around. Too trusting at times and gets hurt easily. VERY caring. They always try to do the right thing and sometimes gets the short end of the stick. They sometimes get used by others and get hurt because of their trusting. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good sense of humor!!! Thoughtful. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. Good friend to other but needs to be choosy on who they allow their friends to be. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward

POINTS ON HOW TO IMPROVE YOUR LIFE

Personality:

1. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

2. Don't have negative thoughts of things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment

3. Don't over do; keep your limits

4. Don't take yourself so seriously; no one else does

5. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip

6. Dream more while you are awake

7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..

8. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner of his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.

9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.

10. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present

11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you

12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn.

Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

13. Smile and laugh more

14. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Thank God for what you had.

Everyone has low self esteem,even i do.

Sometimes i don't think i'm beautiful.

When i see someone else prettier than me,i feel ugly.

I feel that i can't be compared with her beauty.

But try thinking this way.

God can take your things anytime he wants.

He can make you die now,or even get into a car accident,or make you poor or the next day ugly.

But he didn't.

Never complain about God's art cus he has his purposes.

Appreciate of what you have now,because you're one of a kind.

God can take your beauty anytime he wants.

Satan can do his work to make you ugly.

So aren't you supposed to be happy cus every morning you wake up you still look the same?

Imagine those who born not perfectly?

Those who hated by everyone,and the next thing her face got acid cus of jealousy?

Anything can happen,we cannot predict the future.

Why wanna change God's art by doing plastic surgery or botox or whatsoever?

We create science to go against the nature.

Why?

Just be glad you were once young,and old.

Go through every stage like how a normal human would be.

pretty pretty face

i'm going to learn make up like this teehee :3 SOON.

xoxolixoxo

here we go again

I warned you before.

What has happened,will happen again.

I told you i cannot change.

Cus that's who i am.

But if you really know me,you should have known.

What kind of person am I.

Guess there is no turning back for the second time.

After all we've been through,i am glad and happy i met you.

I am happy i found a friend like you. A friend that could talk almost everything to me.

Make me laugh,shop everything together,talk almost about everything,share everything that you know.

I admit i miss you,my friend. What after all i seen what you have done,i know its not worth it.

Its nor worth to care about a friend who said to another friend that I talk bad about them but a friend did it too. Before you wanna talk,know your limits first.

No matter what,you were once my true friend. And i was wrong that day.

I admitted and i did said sorry,sincerely.

I love you and thats that.

I wish you the best in life and hope you can find your true friend because now thats around you are just friends. Not those that will stick with you forever.

Thanks for breaking my heart. Thank you.

xoxolixoxo

World War 3 has just ended.

Well finally spm is over! WOOHOOO!

gonna watch rapunzel tonight :) :) :)

ok,lets get things clear.

i believe in karma,it happen once before i believe it will happen twice again to you.

I never hate you or talk bad about you.

Its my own business,nothing to do with you.

Why you care so much?Do i mean that much to you? Awwww i'm so touched :')

Yes i am a bitch,and least i have the courage to admit it. And least i have the guts.

You don't know the real story,so you better STFU.

I love you and i forgive you for every mistake that you done.

I asked God to forgive every sin that you made and every word that you said.

For you don't know the truth,so you shouldn't be blamed.

How would you know do my parents hate me? If they hate me,they wouldn't send me everyday to school buy me stuffs care about me.

They are my parents,not you.

I pity you for all your close friends who hated you,i finally know why.

I pity you for your grades in school,and your sickness.

Sincerely from my heart but you take it wrong in a way.

So i wouldn't blame you. Its not your fault.

You just don't have the guts to ask me the truth in front of my face.

I can say and prove to you that i'm not those type of person that makes friends with you and then the next thing talk bad about you.

But i wouldn't,cus you're nobody to me. I don't need to do so.

I'm not like that,i'm not as free as you :)

I can make new friends,but i can't never find anyone to replace old friends.

I would never do that.

I moved on,love everyone equally.

No matter how much you hate me,i will still forgive you.

Because i realised that i am matured enough not to fight crap with people who's not worth it.

Because i know karma will hit back.

Because i want this world to be a better place.

Because i realised being a bitch will only make things worse,not good.

Because the existence of ppl like you,is why we have middle fingers. :)

I will lift my head held high and say i deserve to be happy,i deserve to smile.

xoxolixoxo

TEEHEE

HARRY POTTER IS AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Emma Watson is so hottt!

to everyone's who having spm haven't go watch it should go watch. :) :) :)

So long already i never step into the cinema

miss smelling the popcorn

the sound effect of the cinema

the big screen

the crowd

the dark lord supposedly to look scary,but to me it looks kinda funny cus retarded nose.

i think i'm over stress cus of spm

some scene in the movie i actually laughed when its not funny at all. lmao.

I can't wait for the part 2 to come TEEHEE.

next movie,narnia 3 this thursday night :D yeayurrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

i wanna go shopping so badly after spm.

but anywhere nice to shop here in kk?

I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS EVE CUS IMMA BE IN KL .

SHOP UNTIL I BROKE MAN !

i miss watching movie with you.

the first time,sat beside you smelling your fragance,your arm that lingers on mine,your warm hand touches mine,trying to warm me up from the cold.

memories flashback to my mind last night,but i hold back and did not cry.

xoxolixoxo

Listen to my ♥

Enchanted to meet you.

Here I was again tonight forcing laughter, faking smiles

Same old tired, lonely place

Walls of insincerity

Shifiting eyes and vancancy vanished when I saw your face

All I can say is it was enchanting to meet you

Your eyes whispered "have we met?"

Across the room your silhouette starts to make it's way to me

The playful conversation starts

Counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy

And it was enchanting to meet you

All I can say is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

The lingering question kept me up

2am, who do you love?

I wonder till I'm wide awake

Now I'm pacing back and forth, wishing you were at my door

I'd open up and you would say,

It was enchanted to meet you

All I know is I was enchanted to meet you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

This is me praying that this was the very first page

Not where the story line ends

My thoughts will echo your name until I see you again

These are the words I held back as I was leaving too soon

I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you

This night is sparkling, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, blushing all the way home

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

This night is flawless, don't you let it go

I'm wonderstruck, dancing around all alone

I'll spend forever wondering if you knew

I was enchanted to meet you

Please don't be in love with someone else

Please don't have somebody waiting on you

movie marathon :) :)

Narnia 3

Harry Potter 7

MEGAmind

Tangled

i am so gonna watch all these after the 8th :) :)

anyone wanna join along?

just give me a call.

Last night

I went out for dinner with mich and clement

for the so called half way freedom celebration

hahaha

i declare last night was my offday :)

we went to pepperjacks at lintas

not bad la the food.

i rate it a 6/10?

then we went to sutera to pick up clement's siblings who had a christmas play at skyline :)

met nigel,kim,jonathan lim

then clement had to send me home early cus my parents quarrel :(

so yeahh curfew for spm.

BOOHOOO.

xoxolixoxo

Stop what? STOP CHILD ABUSE NOW!

*PUT YOUR HANDS UP IN THE AIR*

AND LET US SAVE THE CHILDREN OF THE WORLD TODAY :D

Children nowadays are abused.

Why?

Children are the gift from God,they are our future leaders on the 2020.

If they have a bad past,would they even be a good leader one day?

Children are the most innocent,naive,angelic,sweet people.

They deserved to be treated like everyone else.

Not been bully by adults who have pressure like raping them or hitting them.

Like seriously? what did these kids do to you adults?

We now have neglected those children's feelings.

how much they hurt,how much pain they had we all dunno.

We never been through those experience before.

Who are we to judge them? to abuse them?

Even if you are the parents,please treat them better by not abusing them

Maybe you've been abused when you're a kid,you know how it feel.

Why wanna do the same history again?

Lets make a change,heal the world,make it a better place :)

UNICEF is here to help those children who has been abused all around the world.

watch this : UNICEF: Stop Child Abuse Now!

feel free to sign up today,its never too late to make a change :)

HERE

2010 won't come again

2010

I lost a lot and i gain a lot too.

i lost hope,faith,trust,love,friendship

But in return i gain glory wisdom,weight,new resolution.

I hook up break up gave up

hate someone loved someone misunderstood someone

trust someone push everyone away

and slowly develop back myself became more wiser

after being stupid lost everything regain back one by one.

This year has given me a hella yeah experience.

I thank everyone that involved in my life.

Past or present tense.

And this is how a bitch ended her highschool life. With style ;)

xoxolixoxo

be the first,not the last

*thats my face expression*

omgg

today is the 1st of december.

well december,please be nice to me k?

after this month,i'll be gone for good.

christmas christmas don't be late :)

♥♥♥

xoxolixoxo

are we there yet?

omggg i cannot wait for spm to be over now!

*stabbing myself with a knife into my chest*

mich went to my house and slept yesterday we slept on the living room hehe :D

she's sensitive to my house,can't blame her.

my house got too much dusts.

went to boutiquecupcakes and met my friend,bev :)

bought choco chips cookies *melts in mouth*

it feels like holiday now.

damnnn.

i'm not supposed to feel that way now.

no way no way.

tomorrow is gonna be a tough week!

first day maths

second day moral

third day addmaths

fourth day physics

and i am not prepared at all. GG man.

maybe i'll go to the library later :)

at least it'll make me feel better in a way.

rumors are something you shouldn't believe at all.

its never true. not even close to the real story.

when one story is pass to another,it will be modified *add salt and pepper*

and then when it reach to another person,it became a whole new story.

so whatever rumors you people hear,you have two choices.

its either don't pass it and keep it to yourself

or don't even bother wanna hear and care.

its their business then let them deal with it.

who are we to judge them?

everyone made their own mistakes.

you have learn from the mistake and never do it again.

don't blame anyone,its no one's fault.

its meant to be,so just let it be.

when you fall down,just get back up.

that simple.

xoxolixoxo

men from mars women from venus

have you people read the book before?

if you are in a relationship,you should read it. (its never too late)

if you're not in a relationship,maybe you should read it too just in case for a future one.

this book is about the experiences of people all around the world in relationships.

men and women are from two different worlds

they don't understand each other because they both speaks different language.

to truly understand each other,you have to learn to understand the signs.

the author of this book is john gray.

trust me,if he's alive till today i would have like a million questions to ask him

he's good ;)

p.s. you should buy this book for your other half cus its really good.

maybe on their birthdays or anniversary or christmas .

i can guarantee that this book can make your relationship better than before and solve all the problems that you guys ever faced.

xoxolixoxo

wake me up when november ends

Good morning lovelies :) :)

next week is gonna be a hella busy week.cus i got maths,moral,addmaths and physics exam. sad huh? i bet everyone now except the form 5s and 6s are having their so-called-awesome-holidays around the world.

JEALOUSSSSSSSSS

plans for today :

1. go and crash *cough cough* i mean study in mich's house
2. go to bio tuition
3. go to physics tuition.
4. go to library.

sad huh?

everything i do has to be related with studies. :(

what to do? spm is my boyfriend now,i can't break up with him ;)

can't waitttttttttttt for hols *giggles*

off to mich's house now :)

xoxolixoxo

you have to be lame to live.

hellllllllllllllllllo world

hehe

i am lame.

i realised the world is lame.have you people seen the advertisements on the tv? lame muchhhh. like i see i wanna puke blood.

its like you have to be lame to be cool. get it?

well i'm too cool and lame for you to handle huh? ;)

xoxolixoxo

There's always a first for everything

First time writing a post,first time sharing part of my life to the world,first time. Well no harm right? :)

xoxolixoxo